Hawaii 2007 or as time goes by

Hawaii 2008 comes closer fast

When I read my lines from a few months ago, I realise how I am getting drawn into triathlon as a full-time job again. Little time is left for me now to do other things. Training eats up most of my day. If I want to win again I have to stay focused. Time goes fast and I am no worldchampion anymore.

Since I won this title I find the time to realise other goals in my life. Hawaii withdrew so much of my attention that I couldn't focus on anything else. This website is one result, MaccaNow, the training and coaching platform I'm currently building up, another. I was obsessed, now I feel free to do other things as well. I lost part of my self-centeredness, at least I think so.

But this is probably better for others to judge!

Worldchampion, Hawaii 2007

Before the race:

I really thought this will be my year. I wanted to face my self doubt and my demons this year in the lava fields. I thought I am brave enough to seize the moment this time!

After the race:

Do I feel any different? I honestly don’t know what it is I feel.

But it is a very nice feeling. I’m just so much at peace within myself now it is a wonderful feeling.